I notice the change in myself. It is like my mind has a brain of its own. So many thoughts that continue to push me to the limit. I glance at time and see the many possibilities of reality. These ghosts tend to hide in the shadows. Lurking to strike at any given second. How did they get in here? I would like to know. But as usually my mind drifts down the path in a rather unspoken way.It is if my soul wants to be found. Like a dove in the sky, gently flying to the breeze of the air. He sees all but knows not the fury of his power. When the light is shown he doesnt take the easy path but pursues the challenging one. Sometimes at a moments glance we miss the most important part of the answer before finding the whole truth. Even at the cost of the most crucial lesson. I dream of what may be or what could of been but really I am searching for that piece of the puzzle that I dont know exists. Someone once said that a baby must crawl before it can walk, well if that is true then the baby in the few must have not learned it the right way. If we use our inner voice we can change the way we hear the music. So in life if we alter the perception of our lifestyle, then we can begin to be more happy each day. By a glance of the eye, a flicker of the lamp we too notice there is a but a momemt to find out what we really want out of life. Climbing upward into the cold mountain the man goes on even though his air supply is low he continues on the dangerous route but why some say well it could be for strength in his own personality or a challenge inside himself but to go further in his quest for self ratification. I too wish for that drive of pure emotion to break through my wall of fear that is surronded by anxiety but what could do it you would need something even more powerful to damage that wall? Having a momemt of insanity created this stronger defense but now it has grew and it made the wall stronger. So if the opposite happens then the wall will disappear. The stronger the opponent is the more powerful I become and with that I will have the strength to push away the demons that plague my soul. But what is a demon? In humans it can be an emotional problem, a mental block or a little of both. For us the "demon" is a metaphor for our problems we face on a day to day cycle. More often it appears to be fear, guilt, envy and a load of other emotions created by stress and the inability to not cope with daily life. People go day in and day out with same routine and that puzzles psychologists because if we are truly unhappy with our life then why dont we change the pattern? Could it be the simple notion that we are lazy in a sense, the whole cycle of the routine gets us somewhat trapped in the cement and we stay there because its comfortable to not move. What if we could find a way to break free from th ecement do you think we would take it and bust through the rock? For some of us its the choice thats hard to take, kinda like that long step into the dark hole of space. So do we have a chance at surcviving the journey, yes and no but its up yo us to take that step.